Pigs family

徘徊过多少橱窗住过多少旅馆
才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
感情是用来浏览还是用来珍藏
好让日子天天都过得难忘
熬过了多久患难湿了多长眼眶
才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
流浪几张双人床换过几次信仰
才让戒指义无返顾的交换
把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
会议是捉不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
等虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站想开往地老天荒
需要多勇敢
烛光照亮了晚餐照不出个答案
恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
床单上铺满花瓣拥抱让它成长
太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
感情需要人接班接近换来期望
期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫漫长总会不满
烧完美好青春换一个老伴
你不要失望荡气回肠是为了
最美的平凡

I joined yoga at PGP this semester. Actually i intended to join a long time ago, but everytime i miss the opportunity. This time i nearly missed it.I went to talk to the OSA lady, and told her my passion and this is my last year at uni. If she dun allowed me to join, then I cannot have any chance. After heard all my reason, she laughed very loudy. Anyway, I was the last one registered to this yoga class.

 

Today is my first yoga lesson, start at 6:30pm. I do not have any background. I just know it is originally from india. I heard a lot of it, like how good it is, how much it can help you to build strong and fexible body and at the same time help you relax in the fast changing world. I have interest to it.

 

Our instructor is young lady. I think she is from india. But she dun have the accent. From her body, i can tell she is very professional and must learning yoga for at least 5-8 years. She told us some basic things about yoga and today we learnt some foundational postures and alignment. Everything in yoga is very serious, you staning, you sitting, even you breathing. Some posture seems quite easy, actually quite hard for our beginners, but i think after a few rounds, we can do some simple posture. Simple sitting can be very difficult if you need to maintain that posture for like 1-2 hours. Anyway, it is quite fun. I like it. i think i will just carry on. Maybe after i graduate, i wll continue to learn. 对于修身养性很好，像我这样性格太急躁的人，太适合了！！

 

 

本来打算今年不回家，因为一直在实习，本以为没有时间回家。后来发现实习的日子越来越无聊，又看着身边的朋友一个一个得都回家，心里也痒痒的。也是呀，一年多没有回家了。都不知道家里有没有什么变化，不知道父母的脸上是否有多了几道岁月的痕迹，不知道高中的挚友现在怎样了。后来越想心里越不是滋味，又觉得12月份不大可能有时间，因为毕业设计的原因。刚好那段时间又有机票的促销。于是，一不做，二不休，我买了机票，7月29日回到了久别一年多的家。

 

在电话里，告诉父母不要太早去机场。但是，我知道他们压抑不住激动的心情，10点多就到了。我快要1点才出来。我知道他们一定等的很心急。妈妈看到我的第一眼，就眼泪汪汪，然后一只拉着我的手，问我要不要喝水，问我要不要吃什么。爸爸虽然什么也没说，只是拿着我的行李往车上放，可我看得出来，他也很想我，只是他不会像妈妈那样表达出来。我不知道怎样安慰妈妈，只是抓着她的手，然后和她说说话，说她长胖了，说她更年轻了之类的话。

 

这次回到家里的日子很短，只有短短的两个礼拜。于是我格外珍惜和父母在一起的时间。要知道这是我在大学的最后一个长假，以后工作的，一年到头回家的机会就更少了。晚上妈妈做饭，我就主动帮帮她。一家人开开心心的吃饭，聊着我这一年的生活和收获。我还特地把我去加拿大的照片做成相册，带回家给他们看，一一讲解。还记得以前回家，就知道做两件事，一是睡，而是吃。从来不知道好好珍惜。这是真得觉得一切都好快。

 

回到家的第二天我就安排和高中同学见面，直到他们现在读研得读研，工作的工作，都听不错的，很开心。老朋友在一起总是有很多聊得，我们从高中的趣事了得现状，聊到未来的打算，真的是无所不谈。看来大家都从当年的黄毛丫头和小子长大成人了，有了自己的理想和抱负。希望我下次回去的时候，他们过得更好。祝福他们，祝福我的朋友们。。。。。。。。。。。。

 

很快的，两个礼拜的时间很快就过去了，当我走进机场关卡那一刻，妈妈又哭了，她紧紧拉着我的手，我知道妈妈很伤心，我也是，可是我不能哭，那样妈妈只会更加伤心。这得不忍心看着妈妈伤心。爸爸依然没有说什么，只是告诉我，大学最后一年要努力，不过身体也很重要。谢谢我亲爱的爸爸妈妈，祝福你们一切安康。

 

 

13th July is my friend, Tri's commencement day. I promised to him that I will go and take photo with him. I think it must be very exciting for Tri. Commencement is like an ending or summary to you university life but also a starting point for your new life.

 

Here, I thought it might be very sad and there might be a lot of tears for the graduation. However, to my suprise, there was more laugh and happiness than sadness. Even it is graduation, since singapore is so small, there is still very big chance that they can always have class gathering. This is quite different from what i know in china. Since china is so big,after graduation, everyone is going to leave. They are going to leave the place where they have spend 4 memorable years and where they met new friends. It must be very sad for them. I think even guys might cry out. Even though I dun have the chance to experience this kind of leaving, but i still can recall the time when i left my university and my friends seeing my off at the train station. This kind of emotion you really cannot control and you just cannot stop crying. It was really very sad when you leave your close friends, you parents and the one you love so much.

 

So i want to say we must treasure what we have now.

 

Cheers

Juan

It is very long time I haven’t updated my blog. I think it is about 2 months. These few months, I am busy with my work. This “busy” in the sense of that every weekday I need to wake up around 6am and leave at 6:30 am to catch the bus to Jurong East. Then I need to transfer to company bus at 7am or 7:10am. There is really a long journey from school to woodlands industrial park. After my work, I need to walk 10 mins to bus stop and transfer 3 buses then I can reach school. This is really tiring. Thus, everyday I sleep at 10pm. This is incredibly early.

 

I really spent a lot of time finding this vacation internship program. I was really happy when I was told that I was selected for this VIP. I flied back to Singapore at 4^th May, and without any further delay, I report to the company on the next Monday, 8^th May with my hope and happiness. I really thought this might be a very good chance for me to get touch with the real industry, build up my experience, learn new things and meet new people.

 

The first two days was the training session. The person in charger of different departments (HR department, IT department, Security department etc) talked about their policies and HR manager also conducted training for us to learn this company’s value and culture. Sometimes, it was really boring for me, because I am only temporary staff and a lot of policies have nothing to do with me. However, I still have to sit there for 2 days. Sometimes I even fell sleep J

 

After my training, I met my supervisor. He is one of the principle engineers. The HR advisor told me that he is very experienced in guiding student. I was not very what was my job. He didn’t tell me anything. He showed me around for the first day. The following one-week I read books and notes about excel visual basic. It was a bit boring to me, but everything was new and I thought I still got a lot need to explore.

 

In the following weeks, my job scopes became more and more clear. I was required to develop some post model automation program for simulation using VBA. I was really happy when I finished my first automation program. It was really enriching and I picked up some VBA skills that will be very useful in the future. Subsequently, I have completed several other automation programs. However, I found that my VIP was getting more and more boring. Sometimes I got something to do, but a lot of time, I was really free and I got nothing to do. When I sat in my office, I really felt so bored and how come time run so slow. I did not expect my VIP to be like this. My supervisor seemed very busy and he got no time to take of me. I think he also did not care what I was doing. Sometimes, when I was too bored, I could surf Internet for the whole afternoon or morning. Sometimes, when he was not around, I could sleep at my office for the whole day. This was really amazing and ridiculous, wasn’t it? This kind of life lasted for the rest of my VIP.

 

Even the life was not as exciting and enriching as I expected in the first place, I met some new friends. There was another VIP student and a few IA students. Everyday, the happiest time was to have lunch together. Sometimes we could have lunch for a quite long time. We talked and chatted during lunch time. We talked about movie, people and some things happening at this company. After all the IA students left, only got 2 of us had lunch together. We were in the same cubical which made us lives less bored. I also got to know some employee here. They were in the same office as me. Maybe because several of them were from China, we talked a lot, like China, their careers and Singapore during tea break. It was nice to konw them and also knew their opinions as foreigners. That might be useful for me in the future.

 

 

My vacation internship is goint to end soon. It was just normal and sometimes a bit boring. However, it was a good experience for me. I learnt and knew a lot things that i cannot learn at school. I find out something i dun like and i also get to closer to what i like. It is really important to find out what you like, or i think i will like some people at my company doing their work without passion. Like that, i think all my life will be like black and white and there is no color in my life. this is not the thing i want.

 

so my friends, sooner or later, we will graudate and go to the real society and make sure you know your interest , what you want and what is most important to you. And let's fighting for our dreams.

 

 

Cheers

Juan

 

 

Tmr is my last day of exam. After it, we are leaving waterloo on this friday morning to Toronto. I am getting a bit excited and even no mood to study(anyway, the exams here are much easier). Today is the my last second day stay at this house, and this place. I really start to miss singapore, miss my friends there, miss the food there, and miss everything there. I found out that I like singapore much more and also NUS. It is true, SEP life is relaxing and "dun care anything" and NUS life is much more tiring. However, I still like my life at NUS, it seems that singapore is my second hometown and I am getting more and more familiar with this small island. Singapore is much more fast-pacing and canada is really so slow, and for young people, like us, who are going to fight for our future, i think singapore is a better place. canada, maybe when we getting older, and retire, then we can consider there.

 

Anyway, my friends in singapore, jia you for you exams.

 

A za A za fighting!!!

 

Cheers

Juan